"You get what everyone else gets, you get a lifetime" ~MCR

"close your eyes, give me your hand, baby, can u feel my heart beating.."

2005-12-18T01:14:19Z

*yawns* man i am so tired... i went 2 rachelles bday party sleepover thingy.. it was pimp shit but kinda hard cuz ugh.. rachelles bf joel was there and he loves that grl sooooooooooo much but all she can think about is kyle and how much she misses him and wishes he felt the same about her. i think she shouldnt take how much joel loves her 4 granted its perrty hard 2 find a guy who truley can love a gurl as much as he loves her. it was so cute he brought her this HUGE bouquet of roses (red and white) and a ring that was sooo pretty. but the thing is that i KNOW that she wishes so much that it was kyle who loved her that much. i know she cant help it cuz he was her first love but its sooo sad cuz joel <3's her and i wish she would realize that kyle never will and just b happy she has a guy who <3's her so much. ok COS: joe and mimi broke up like..idk a few days ago and weve been hangin out more. he was 'sposed 2 b at rachelles party but he had a wrestling thingy 2 go 2... it sucks but he <3's wrestling so YAY! hopefully me and him will go out soon but so many chicks want his nutz its unreal!!! im pretty sure he'll pick one of them..but im still stayin hopeful! okay well im on myspace TRYING 2 Im kyle and he muct b tlkin 2 alot of other ppl cuz he aint answerin me @ all.. whatevs i gotta go! love lotz<333 XOXOXO *~SARAH~*

ello..

2005-12-09T00:35:07Z

havent updated in 4ever AGAIn. myspace URL:http://www.myspace.com/shuddupnkissme69 or jus go 2 "search"-"email"-"allmylove_69@yahoo.com". yepp. i need more friends on there since i NEVER use LJ anymore. i suck. life sucks. love sucks. freakin Joe has a gf... mimi..*glares evily* kyle is moved on and about 2 go out w/this other chick. *sigh* just sucks. im retarded (whats new) and am STILL making horrible decisions and winding up regretting them later. uhh just retarded. well i guess im gonna go...add me if u have myspace?? l8r.
i love you kyle...even if it means nothing to you...
<333 xoxox Sarah<333

HEY

2005-11-18T00:02:57Z

look im updating WHHOOOOOO. yay. well me and rigel r most def donzo..um yeah got asked out by blake and back out by kyle since then oh yeah and ryan (iv prolley mentioned him in here b4) totally came back and yeah got a lil "involved" w/him *winks* but nvm yeahhh my bday is 2morrow SCORE im excited. i really like this kid in my gym.. well im in norton and hes in berry but whatever same hour. his name is joe he is SEXYyy but has a gf :(yeahp. well idk wut else 2 say i pretty much only use myspace now so ummm yep u guys should find me on there if u havent already n add me!! i only have 24 friends on there i need more..lol. i def got a lil drunk 2 day w/niya....ahhh it felt damn good 2 b so carefree!! lol i woke up at like 5:45 thinkin w..t...f just happend lol. okay well im gonna go LOVELOTZ xoxoxo <333 sarah

yuck

2005-11-05T23:42:52Z

i just got a sadening email from fred...ugh everyone hates me since me and kyles break up...i feel so horrible. i think i really did love him but fn Alex..what happened there makes me freaked out 2 love again. i cant possibly go thru that again..btw gots a new man.. rigel. hes a freshman. HUGE druggie ive come 2 learn..whatevs. we hardly even talk its kinda gay. were not serious at all and it feels good..i mean this is what i wanted right?? ah. but in a way maybe its not. grrrrr why is everything so confusing!! i need 2 figure out what the hell i want cuz w/all my confusion im hurting ppl and losing friends as i go. we'll c what happens w/me and rigel i like him alot and i hope we get closer w/this relationship..hes sorta quiet and distant...so yeah..hes SUPER hott and GORGEOUS tho :) all u who have seen him back me upp!!! XD. well i g2g commentt??! * kisses* xoxoxox Sarah lymtl <333

my bday is in 1 month from yesterday wh-hoo!!

2005-10-19T23:58:03Z

what comes before part-B???.......part-A!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahaahhahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhaahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhaahhahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahah *breathes* aaaaaaahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaha
get it?!?!? part-a?!?!? as in PARTAY??!! partyyyy??!! wooohoooooooo okay im done now xoxoxoxo <3333333333 sarah
I LOVE YOU KYLE!!!!!!! yayyyyyyy!!! <3 :)

pffffff

2005-10-19T23:23:01Z

god im so alone :( no one ever updates but me anymore and my 'friends' page is the same every....single....day.... BLAHHHH boring. *sighs and lays down in comfy bed* well carmen is the only one who loves me she always comments and u guys should know how comments make me feel: *warm fuzzies*. but yeah. it seems like all the important ppl in my life are drifting away. i hardly ever talk 2 sierra anymore, niyas 2 busy w/gettin guys 'horny' in her classes, pretty much the only close best friend i still communicate w/ (like always) is megan. but she NEVER UPDATES HER LJ!!! shes happy right now 2, shes not talking so lowly of herself anymore cuz now shes goin out w/stuart. hes cool i guess but he better treat her right and not steal her away from me completely *glares evily* he already stole my name!! lmao. well ummmmmmm ugh i wanna say something really bad but i honestly dont wanna go thru it again i havent been depressed lately and writing (even thinking) about that will make me totally bummed so yeah COS!! (for all u dummies, cos= change of subject ^_^ lol) uh saw nip/tuck last nite and i dont think christian is the carver i swear i wanna shank that slut kit who is accusing him!!! she just wants kimber 2 turn against him and turn 2 her 4 support and ITS NOT GONNA WORK WHORE!! *hyperventilates*... sry i really get in 2 that show. im done now no one ever reads this or cares 2 comment so i guess my life really is colorless and boring..okay cya xoxox LYMTL <3333 Sarah

hey

2005-10-18T23:03:56Z

well im back from good ol' Branson, Missouri!! lmao i sorta have this southern accent thing goin on and no one better make fun of me... lol its sounds funny when i say "hot dog" lol. well its not that noticeable only one person, veronica (roo) pointed it out and my friend heather comes up and goes "hey sarah wanna HOT DOG???" then pokes me real hard in the rib. ouch. and hotdogs r disgusting. ewwww. well me and kyle r back 2 gether he called me after school 2 day. i didnt go b/c we didnt get home till like 2 in the mornin i needed SLEEP!! but ill b there 2 morrow. toby apparently dont like me n/e more but roo thinks its cuz he just hasnt seen/hung out w/me 4 a while and she thinks when he sees me 2 morrow itll all rush back but idk. im sorta glad he dont like me no more (like THAT @ least, hes still a sweet friend) b/c durin my vaca all i thought about was kyle and how much i miss and love him and i was so fn paranoid that id come back and hed have a new gf and c me and b like "oh hey sarah!! has it already been a week?!" omg that would SUCK. but on the phone we got back 2 gether and it kinda seems like we didnt really break up @ all but we did.. but i REALLY dont wanna start over @ the '1 week' shit we should just resume w/ 2 day bein 5 weeks!!! lol. well um yeah i guess im done plz comment i missed u all so much!!!!!! LYMTL xoxoxo <33333 sarah
dude in Branson it was like 85 degrees and totally sunny!! michigan sucks!! *brrrrrrr shivers*

......

2005-10-11T00:26:40Z

okay ... i think i know what 2 do. its over. it has 2 b. i love him...well i like him but idk...i need a break. 2 b SINGLE. no kyle, no toby, just me. being tied down 2 a committed relationship is not helping me see things any clearer. i hope we can still be friends... for the time being. i definitely wanna try it out w/him again..once im more sure its what i want. hes awesome..caring, sweet, sexy (lol) but ugh..im just not sure of what i should be doing w/my life right now. but it definitely doesnt feel like i should be doing it w/kyle. lmao okay i gotta break this semi-seriousness 4 a sec and say no im not doing 'IT' w/kyle 4 u pervo thinkers (i love u carmen xD). anyways! 2 morrow...(red day??)= end of "SARAH AND KYLE.chapter 1: and the journey begins.." lmao. maybe once i get my shit strait it'll begin "chapter 2:...and now it continues". i guess we'll c. oh and btw ummmm i sorta need 2 tell him and all of u..the naughtyness i was talkin about in a previous entry that had just " went 2 the next level"...well um yeah it definitely skipped up a few more since then and im gonna decode this 4 u now...im a cheater.. :( sad but true. i SWEAR its my first time 2 EVER cheat and it SUX man its eating away @ me. im not getting in 2 exactly HOW i cheated but *cough* not good... um yeah well i g2g again ill w/b l8r love ya more than life ~* xoxo <33 sarah
ps- how am i 'sposed 2 tell him that?!? help!!
pss- heck YES freakin nip/tuck is on 2nite @ 10!! woohooo * dances around room* yeahhhh!! commenttss??! *kissez*

greendaybabe059 @ 2005-10-10T19:44:00

2005-10-11T00:00:37Z

heeelllooo. well um im just in a really fd up mood right now. me and kyle have been on the rocks lately he dont trust me and ummmm 2 tell the absolute truth...he prolley shouldnt. idk i told him the truth..ya i like toby and a few other choice ppl that shall remain un-named, HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY when it comes 2 relationships..am i right?! one should be OPEN and TRUTHFUL 2 their significant other (of the moment) am i correct?!! i think yes. well he totally doesnt open up 2 me @ all. i know he likes some other chick he told my fn best friend and DUHHH shes gonna tell me. well HE needs 2 tell me HIMSELF dammit!!!! i dont think any couple ever goes more than a week at ANY point in the relationship w/out liking another person @ least a little. or thinking that they might. ITS HOW THE WORLD WORKS!! BOYS ATTRACT GIRLS AND GIRLS ATTRACT BOYS EVEN IF THERE IS ONE PARTICULAR BOY/GIRL-FRIEND THAT THEY'RE WITH AT THE TIME ...who cares its human nature!!!!!ahhhhhhhhhhh!!! *hyper-ventalates* anyway... :) lol that venting felt damn good. wellllll i gotta go think and check my mail so yeah... cya love lotz xoxoxoxoxo <333 sarah

heyyyyy

2005-10-05T22:13:38Z

whats up??! uh notta lot here.....im leavin 4 missouri on the 13th which is also me and kyles 1 month anniversary. ill b back on the uh..17th? idk somewhere around there. i was soo confused cuz me and kyle started going out on tuesday september 13th and exactly 4 tuesdays (weeks) from then would b october 11th and so i was thinkin that the 11th is our 1 month but hes like 'oh noooo its the 13th blahh' and AHHH so confuzzled so ill go w/the 13th w/e!! n/e wayz umm otherwise i just feel kinda depressed/really un-loved and uh...naughty??! i think thats the word im lookin 4. ummmmm im not sayin exactly the naughty part but umm i did something and have been 4 a couple weeks that many ppl wouldnt approve of and NO its NOT drugs i swear @ least 3 ppl have guessed that 2day lmao. but umm it just went 2 the uh...next level 2day i guess u could say, its NOT GOOD but true. i feel unloved cuz dammit i talk about kylwe fn 24-7 and hes like the fn light of my day/life however the frick ya wanna say it and UGH i never feel like he feels the same i feel like im just kinda there 4 his freakin pride so he can say he has a gf big deal woooohoooo and it bugs me. sometimes i just wanna say '4get it its over i love you but its just i dont feel like u love me'even tho he says it, but then i just think about how awesome he is anywayz and i cant and then all i wanna do is kiss him :) lol. but yeah idk i guess im just paranoid ahhhhh im such a negative thinker. grrrrr. but umm i guess thats all i need 2 say 4 now i love you all *blows kisses and gives hugz* plz comment i need love <33333 *~xoxo~* sarah

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN THE WORLD KYLE... HAPPY 1 MONTH ON THE 13th!! (NOT the 11th lol..*kisses*)

wtf is up?!?!?!

2005-10-01T18:04:44Z

hey all whats up? yay i can actually update more now WOOOOOHOOOOO!! lmao well ya umm i was sposed 2 go 2 glc w/sierra and her bf derick...but yeah that didnt work out so my sister marissa is here she says hey!!im aboutsta go on my friend mikes lj and check it out (shout out 2 mike WHATS UP!!) lol ummm im sooo sad i miss kyle so much he went hunting and wasnt here friday on our BLUE DAY!! :( *sobs* but ill c him monday.. weellllllll nm 2 say now ill update later comments plz!!! :) l.y.m.t.l *~xoxo~* <33333333333 sarah
i love you kyle!!!

greendaybabe059 @ 2005-09-25T20:04:00

2005-09-26T00:10:36Z

i dont know what the hell 2 do....i guess i just gotta hope 4 the best and force back the worst. even tho i figure it will all just smack me in the face eventually.... ahhhhhhhh nvm this SUCKS i wanna crawl in a hole and DIE but i still love u guyz...lucky bastards u have the world and u dont even realize it and what i just learned DEFINITELY changed my world.... xoxo <3 sarah i love you kyle

hey!!!

2005-09-25T23:25:08Z

weeeeeeeee look im updating yay 4 me!!! well...life id say is pretty damn good right now :) wow i havent been able 2 say that 4 a while!! im totally over Alex (heck YES) and i have a NEW bf!! yay but sadly Niya likes him and UGHHHHHH its eating away @ me..grrr. i really like Kyle tho..weve been goin out 2 weeks on tuesday. my guy friend Toby really wants me and kyle 2 break up, he likes me alot. awww its cute and hes cool but i definitely like kyle alot more. :) idk 2 morrow theres no school ugh idk wtf 2 do all day ahhhhh but the good thing is that tuesday is a blue day and i have lunch AND 5th hour w/kyle!!! plus its our 2 week anniversary so YAY thats special. oh and i know ive already said it 2 both of u but HAPPY BELATED B-DAY MEGAN AND KYLE!!!!! yayay!! oh and HAPPY EARLY B-DAY CARMA!!!!woot. yeah thats enuff well ummm yeah i updated so i think i deserve some comments!!!! i love you all more than life!!!! xoxoxoxxo <333 Sarah

hello...

2005-08-10T01:20:02Z

well... i am so sad. i feel so isolated none of my friends (sierra, niya, matt ect) come over any more im forced 2 b bored evry day...who knows whats going on but ive heard that this girl Veronica aka Roo who is Niya's lil sister and davids twin is tellin sierra stupid shizz that aint true..her and david are well known 2..2..embellish the truth 2 get what they want. its dumb tho cuz they both come up w/the stupidist lies but w/e..roo just has a stick FORCED up her ass and its not goin nowhere since she has this gay ass grudge against me cuz the guy she likes is in love w/ me and its been like that 4 like 5 years so she needs 2 GET OVER IT shes 12 and me and ryan r 15 she has no chance w/him n/e ways!!!!!!! >:| how fn childish!!! yeah well that helped get off some steam and im not quite as angered at life so WOOOHOOO lets have a party!! xxoxoxo Shaiye <333333

WOOT

2005-07-25T02:02:09Z

look @ this guyz im UPDATING!! i bet ur sooo proud. lol!! so how has everyones summer been goin?!?!? mines been okay....alotta stupid DRAMA within my neighborhood tho...grrrr thats never fun. went 2 the movies and saw bad news bears 2 day it was pretty funny. very amusing 2 watch little kids cuss ppl out lol. i went w/ Sierra and Brandon. yeah...i felt so bad 2 day cuz Brandon likes me or loves me w/e, but he asked me out and i couldnt say yes 4 many reasons. i went out w/him like 4 ever ago in elementary and 4 some random bizzare reason he called me on i think thursday after we havent talked since 5th grade. so i picked up and we started rambling on about old times and all that jazz. Sierra liked him immediatly and was all "OMG he sounds sooo hott and he likes vampires and resident evil and blah blah" so he asked her out and broke up w/her the next day JEEZ whata bummer. he says its cuz he shouldnt b goin out w/a girl he just met and barely knows and lalal which i kno is bull shizz but w/e. so he asked me and Sieraa 2 meet him and his buddy Joe @ the movies sunday round 3 and yeah. me and Sierra left friday 2 go campin @ the campgrounds by pontiac lake. fricin 2 mile walk 2 the damn beach on a flippin dangerous trail. it was pretty nifty besides the huge rabid mosquitos attacking us. lol. so yeah we got back 2 day real early cuz me and si got freaken SOAKED from the storm!! went right thru our tent. then we gotta hold of brandon and met him @ the movies. he was like a frickin man whore kissin me and sierra and the on top of that tryin 2 pick up some stuck up preps after the movie....w/e. then he calls me and asked me if i would b his gf and im like "ummm..." i felt so bad cuz i couldnt say yes im STILL sadly not over Alex and i really miss my x-bf Ryan who went 2 his moms house in white lake after we broke up like....a tuesday or two ago. we talk on the phone still alot and he even still says he loves me. i do still love him 2 iv known him so long!! like 8 years i think. so yeah he should b coming back this coming wkend and idk what will happen with us but he might move in w/his grandpa across the street from me and go 2 Mott w/ me sierra and our friend niya when school starts again. also i could never ever do that 2 sierra. if i said yes 2 brandon...that would crush her. i would never do that 2 anyone im not one 2 step on other ppl's toes when it comes 3 relationships. also hes really freaky and yeah...so much more sierra type than mine. well yeah im done now ur all caught up and prolley bored 2 death w/my colorless life so plz comment i can actually go online more now my puter is fixed!!! WOOT!! well i love you guys and i cant wait 4 school 2 c u all!! plz call em i need things 2 do 2 get away from this drama so if u wanna hang out call me!!! love ya more than life~ xoxoxoxoxo <3 shaiye

hey..

2005-05-31T22:52:33Z

wow i really havent updated in a long time!!! well yay i am now. i prolley wont b able 2 4 ever again but yeah...alot has happened...um yeah me and Alex went out and 2 bad i couldnt update during THAT time which ended 2 day...omg im so crushed man. ive really been in 2 him 4 about 6 months and we only went out a week....grrr. i really love him AlOT and man gettin over him (well...trying at least) is gunna SUCK....not much 2 talk about on a happy note..uh yeah. it just sux. i was like the happiest person ALIVE in the whole damn WORLD...and now im the most depressed, confused, angry, low self asteemed person. like ive been saying all day, its amazing how much power ONE person can have and hold in the palm of their hand, over another persons emotions. he held my heart in his hands and he just...UGH threw it on the fn ground and jumped on it a ZILLION times. im SO sick of wasting all my tears and time mourning over him and GRRR i hate being depressed. but no one understands...i really love and care about him Alot i cant help it. >:| omg i hate him so much 4 making me love him so much...i really need 2 4get bout him and MOVE ON but its really not that easy ive never loved a guy this much and it was so awesome 2 b that happy....well yeah im done cya guys and sry if im sad and outta it..i kno how much u guys hate it when im not the fun hyper sarah but the sad tearful sarah. ill try 2 b happy..hopefully i do a good job at faking...btw if any 1 wants 2 hang out this summer woot lets do so!! call me!! Love always and 4ever, xoxo Shaiye
p.s. thank u 2 the ppl who say they r here 4 me and love me and will comfort me thru this...i live cuz of u!! i love you guys!!

hey

2005-03-13T18:06:57Z

ohh yay im excited!! ya know how i was talkin bout that rolling stone pic i wanted? well i found it on rollingstone.com and resized it so now its my pic on here!! yay!! dude i re-did my journal and i think it looks pretty sweet..i used my 3 fave colors green pink and blue!!yay. what do u guys think? comment plz and tell me if u like this one or the old 1 betta..k? well im gonna go lovelotz xoxo <3 Shaiye

yawn...-_-

2005-03-13T02:38:27Z

man i am sleepy..and this is my sleepy face -_- lol. well, its like 9:30pm and i have nothing else 2 do cept 4 do stupid stuff online till l8er... i gotta get off soon tho so i thought i would update.
Im upset cuz my friend got the Feb, 2005 issue of 'Rolling Stone' magazine and it had an AWESOMELY SWEET pic of greenday on the front and i want it..so me and my sister went 2 a zillion store by our house lookin 4 it and it went off stands and the dumb March issue took over a week ago, according 2 the dude @ CVS. it sux cuz that was a fn good pic. Billie Joes big green eyes were so pretty..i love his eyes theyre my favorite color! teehee. well if any 1 has that mag plz comment i wanna copy the cover!!!

2 day was pretty boring as always. I watched anchorman 4 the millionth time with Marissa (my 9 year old sister. Shes obssesed w/it cuz her bday is April 8th and our Grandma who lives in our hometown..Florida, mailed it down along w/some other stupid stuff early. I also watched the grudge w/a couple of my friends and we scared eachother fn 2 death throughout the whole thing cuz we shut all the blinds in my living room and we were all alone...creepy. o.O fun tho, lol. well i mite not update 4 a little cuz i think im grounded 4 hitting my sister earlier cuz shes annoying and a little baby who cries about every little fn thing so yeah...comment plz and i love alex yay!! xoxo <3 Shaiye

gay.....

2005-03-09T00:47:17Z

wow im updatin alot lately..^_^ oh well. wow theres nuthin 2 talk about. found out some stuff bout me love yay!! some good stuffs, some bad. oh well gd i needs 2 b MOVIN ON sometime soon cuz this shit is gettin 2 hard 2 deal w/and im fn sick of the heartbreak. yeah im not gonna get in 2 that. well 2 day was a white day and flew by surprisingly fast...ugh we have a gay test in gay science on the gay blue day 2 morrow and i can already tell 2 morrow will b GAY!!! well im gonna go chat w/my friends and all that good stuff so yeah cya lovelotz xoxo<3 Shaiye

ugh..

2005-03-07T21:27:42Z

once again i am so bored. awww man im partially grounded again cuz my freind emailed me a pic of Colin Farrell *hott!!* and he had on onle calvin klein 'whitey tighties' and was playin around a bit w/'things' inside the whitey tighties. uhm yeah from when he was a calvin klein underwear model. the thing i didnt notice cuz it was a rather small pic was that he wasnt playin w/things IN his undies...but he had whipped it all OUT!!! lmao. but seriously it was a small pis and i thought it was a shadow from his arm or sumthin. well my parents definitly saw it!! *blushes* man. now they told my 19 yr old bro and 17 yr old sis (Jimmy and Star) and they make fun of me and call me a 'porno freak' and stuff like that:( i get totured enuff already!!so yeah my parents dont trust me online 2 much n/e more..XD

we had no school 2 day YESSSS! and its a white day 2 morrow..YESSSS!! i have band first hour and i get 2 c 'u all prolley kno who'!!yay! oh yeah and Stars (my sis) friend is takin me soon 2 maybe get my belly button pierced yay!!!wooohooo. idk tho im deathly scared of needles!! :O so im gonna go...comment plz!!
xoxo <3 Shaiye luv ya bunchez + more!!

yawn..

2005-03-05T19:31:56Z

I am so fn TIRED!! we had a band festival that started @ 8 am 2day and we all had 2 b there by 6:45am!! holy crap that is so early 4 a saturday, when normal ppl r SLEEPING!! a shotout 2 Carmen who actually showed up and kept my annoying sister quiet. I love ya!! im so tired but its 2;19 and i cant go 2 sleep no matter how tired i am @ this time of day...specially 2 day since we just got back from Mickey D's and all my brothers and sisters had flurrys, which drove them 2 now b aimlessly running up and down the hallways screaming retarded things @ eachother. well...we have no school on monday which is pretty sweet i guess..im also ungrounded now cuz i brought up my grades yay!*does'happy'dance* ahh nvm im 2 tired 2 dance. well no one updates their jounal enuff cept 4 Shlee and Kelly so ppl u need 2 UPDATE!! i have nothing better 2 do.. im so bored i wanna go out and hang out w/ppl but no 1 is home!! if ya wanna go somewhere, plz call me i'll b happy 2 go ANYwhere. Staying here my my freakish siblings is just out of the question..lol. i shoulda stayed 4 longer @ the festival w/Tozzi and every 1.. i coulda hung out w/BLEEP (as Shlee puts it) more ^-^. then i would DEFINITLY not b bored!! hehe.oh well i'll c him tuesday..i'll b fine till then chillin w/my friends when they eventually comeover..then we can PARTAY!! lmao not really but n/e thing seems like a party compared 2 what im doing rite now..alright iv just rambled about stupid ramdom things of nothingness 4 long enuff..im gonna go now and try 2 ammuse myself..plz call!!love lotz
xoxo <3Blondie XD

hey hey im baaaack!!

2005-03-02T23:33:49Z

hey every 1!! i am back now yayyy!! sry ive been grounded 4 a while cuz of horrific grades and had 2 beg my dad 2 let me on 4 and hour 2day..*sighs* well the guy i like assumingly now knows. I guess he doesnt care and it doesnt faze him @ all. 2 bad...I kno its mean and selfish and i have nuthin against his gf but i realy want them 2 break up!! I know it doesnt mean he'll just automaticaly go out w/me.. and he'll prolley b real sad and i dont want that...but im so jelous i luvah him so very much!!!!! :( i hate high school drama, crushes/loves grrr its all so very annoying!!! well yeah uhmmm notta lotta 2 talk about. i just read Shlees journal... "mr.Shneebly!!" hehe *inside jokes* he was kinda cool and chill while we all talked..all about me lover!! teehee i wish so much. lmao. well guys im gonna go again plz comment!! i need more comments ppl!! lol luv bunchez + more xoxo Sarah aka Blondie or from Jake and Josh...PMS (4 "Pop Machine Sarah") once again.. thanx guys. luv u 2!!lol

hey..

2005-02-10T23:24:54Z

man 2 day kinda sucked. we had all 6 classes and yeah. idk if i told u this but i really really like some 1...like ALOT. 2 many ppl kno already and i really dont want him 2 find out cuz he has a gf and were startin 2 get a pretty sweet friendship and i dont want it 2 b awkward, so im notta gonna say his name. but yea i gotta new friend in algebra who knos him pretty well so thats good. im also hopefully gonna get some pics of him from her 2 morrow 2!! :p yayay!! man i really like him alot but he relly likes/loves his gf alot so i dont wanna say n/e thing and all that jazz. no 1 needs that. well i actually heard shes been seen in skool recently holdin hands w/ a different guy thats definitly NOT him so idk maybe he'll find out about that and they will break up:) we can only hope... also all my friends and some of his friends say they dont like her and we would b wayyyyy better 4 eachother and we would definitly look better 2 gether...but thats not wat counts. so n/e wayz.. uhm yeah thats about it. ill try 2 update again soon. comment!! xoxo Sarah *muah* lovelotz!!

hey

2005-02-03T23:13:43Z

i just wanted 2 update now cuz i prolley wont get the chance l8er. uhm yeah we did this survey thing on who were compatible with and all my friends r getting the guy i like on like the top of the list... i havent got myne yet but i will 2 morrow!! well theres this concert type thing 2 morrow nite that my friends r dragging me 2 with a couple bands from our school in it. like aloha and the speelers. more than half of my friends like this guy named vicente and hes in the speelers so thats y they're going. idk i need a ride or im juss gonna chill here w/my sister 4 friday nite!! well im gonna go cya xoxo
sarah

hey im back now

2005-02-02T00:14:13Z

hey wow i havent wrote in like 4 ever but i am now so yay. well no one relly reads this anyways yet! lol.well my friends jake and kelly (pretty shure i told u bout them) broke up and kellys pretty upset. im tryin 2 b there 4 her and help in ne way. she will find a better guy!! one that doesnt cheat. jakes also pretty pissed about it cuz now evry one is pissed @ him 4 hurtin her and then goin out w/some girl named jen or somethin like 2 hours l8er and didnt even take time 2 get over her. Even tho he said he loved her more than ne thing and would never hurt her. Some 1 who broke up w/some 1 they actually felt that way 4 would take some time so yeah. that is pretty low 2 do that but hes my friend 2 so im not gonna say ne thing bad. he seems pissed at me enuff already.well hopefully all these stupid rumors will pass and jake will b happy w/jen and kelly will find a new guy and evry 1 will b HAPPY!! thats really all i want. 4 evry 1 2 b happy since i cant b. but i wont get into that. someting that does have me thinkin tho is some of my friends that r friends w/jake and have been 4 a while (no names will b mentioned 4 protection against more FIGHTING!! no one needs that...)and they said that jake cheats on almost all his gfs with diffenrt other girls and well i found out that he did cheat on kelly...so its got me wonderin if he ever cheated on me.i hope not. well it dont matter ne way i dont think we will ever go back out since evry time he and one of his gfs break up he gets a new 1 in like 2 seconds. freakin man whore dude. iv heard that word come outta so many ppls mouths bout him 2 day its ureal!! well i g2g love ya !!
sarah

"You get what everyone else gets, you get a lifetime" ~MCR

"close your eyes, give me your hand, baby, can u feel my heart beating.."

ello..

HEY

yuck

my bday is in 1 month from yesterday wh-hoo!!

pffffff

hey

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greendaybabe059 @ 2005-10-10T19:44:00

heyyyyy

wtf is up?!?!?!

greendaybabe059 @ 2005-09-25T20:04:00

hey!!!

hello...

WOOT

hey..

hey

*yawn*...-_-

gay.....

ugh..

*yawn*..

hey hey im baaaack!!

hey..

hey

hey im back now

yawn...-_-

yawn..